āI literally screamed out loud in painā: my two weeks of monkeypox hell | Monkeypox | The Guardian
A New Yorker describes his harrowing ordeal to receive care through a system underequipped to handle another pandemic
I got monkeypox and itās been a total nightmare.
When New York Pride festivities kicked off on 24 June, I was aware that monkeypox was an emerging issue ā especially forĀ gay menĀ ā but I was also under the impression that the number of cases in the city was relatively small. What I didnāt understand was how absolutely dismal testing capacity was: at that point, the city only had capacity to processĀ ten tests a day.
I had sex with several guys over the weekend.Ā Then a week later, on 1 July, I started feeling very fatigued. I had a high fever with chills and muscle aches, and my lymph nodes were so swollen they were protruding two inches out of my throat.
First, I took a Covid self-test: negative. Then I started suspecting monkeypox. I texted a friend:Ā Iām just sitting here waiting for the rash to start.
Iām a 39-year-old man from Sweden, living in Brooklyn and working in philanthropy. For the past decade, my work has primarily focused on sexual and reproductive health and rights, so I followed the outbreak from the very beginning. I had even tried to get vaccinated when New York City launched anĀ initial vaccination driveĀ on 23 June. But like the vast majority of other New Yorkers who tried to get an appointment, I had no luck.
Two days after my symptoms began, the rash started as anorectal lesions ā painful sores on my anus and rectum. Initially it was a stinging, itchy feeling. I wasnāt scared at this point. I was told that it would be mild, and I was a completely healthy individual with no underlying conditions. But I had no idea how bad it was going to get.
Iām still in isolation. I canāt tell you how sick of my apartment I am right now. Iām a pretty privileged person in that I have the resources necessary to order food and medicine and get it delivered to my door. I have laundry in my apartment, so I can wash my bedsheets and clothes. I know other people who are really struggling with isolation because they donāt have the situation I have.
The day after I started the treatment, 13 July, I finally got a call from a contact tracer from the department of health, who said I may have been exposed to monkeypox on 26 June. I told her I already have monkeypox, and she asked me about my symptoms. The call lasted about half an hour and she was obviously reading off a script. Then she was like, āOkay, thanks for your time, get well,ā and hung up. She didnāt even ask me what contacts Iād had.
This whole thing just feels like a huge failure that should not have been allowed to happen, especially not two and half months into the outbreak.Ā If someone like me, who has worked in sexual health for a long time, had such a hard time navigating care, I canāt imagine other people doing it. I know several people who are just sitting at home in agonizing painĀ because theyāre not getting the support that they need.
Iām pretty worried that weāre close to the point that this is going to be another endemic disease, especially among gay men, if we havenāt passed that point alreadyā¦.
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Oh the pride, the hubris, the vanityā¦
ā If someone like me, who has worked in sexual health for a long time,had such a hard time navigating care, I canāt imagine other people doing it. ā
It stands up to the logic this guy knew what he was opening himself up to, being a āsexual healthā worker.
